Feeling unsettled today. There are things on my mind that I can’t even quite wrap my mind around yet. Thoughts and ideas that aren’t fully formed - just lying there on an emotional level inside my brain. Decisions about ideas I can’t make yet, because they haven’t yet progressed into fully-formed thoughts. It’s making me upset. I wish I could verbalize the things I’m thinking and feeling. I don’t even have enough words for it just to vomit them out randomly.
Suck. Anyone else ever feel this way?
yeah. sometimes time alone with oneself isn’t always pleasant.
constantly.
Oh, my goodness this is really the story of my life right now. I haven’t even had the words lately to describe that.
Do you mind if I drop by sometime? I have some books I should bring you.
Yep… as a matter of fact I stayed up late last nite sobbing and getting in God’s face so to speak. Days had gone by with that wierdness deep down. It drives me nuts when I can’t figure out how I feel. But alas amidst the physical vomitting I emotionally vomitted last nite. Woo Hoo!!! I wonder if it has to do with big transitions. Dunno?? Hope you cough it up soon girl.
hey- i actually feel that way right now. we are b/t 2 places with the move and i feel completely dislocated. praying for you.
yes, i definitely feel this way sometimes. like that just so story where the rhino takes off his skin, and somebody puts crumbs in it, so when he puts it back on it’s all blech? (hopefully you know this story). like that, but not skin skin, emotional skin.