it’s not about you

I was fine being home alone with Joshua and Judah down in Waco this weekend visiting Nana, Papa, and Uncle Taylor, until I opened the medicine cabinet to get my toothpaste and noticed Judah’s toothpaste wasn’t there on the shelf with mine. The cabinet, and suddenly the apartment seemed big, empty, and quiet.

I made do with TWO hot baths today, and being curled up in bed by myself watching Amelie. Of all the productive things I could be doing with the house all to myself, I don’t think there was a better way to have spent my afternoon. Especially considering how busy I’m going to be with my two photo shoots this weekend. Tonight and all day tomorrow I am shooting the Damaris Project’s National Gathering, and then Sunday i am working all afternoon and evening on a project for my friend Tommy’s website.

I’m glad for the opportunities and for the work, but I really want to be with my soulmate and my baby having fun with the Waco Rudds. It’s been a bit since we got to hang in Waco with people we love (cause let’s be honest, that’s the draw for going to Waco). I think we’ll get to go down in two weekends — it will be the World Hunger Farm’s Fall Farm Day that Saturday and we missed the Spring Farm Day so I’d really like to go.

This weekend, Nana is going to work on Judah’s Halloween costume - she’s going to be Dorothy. Last year she was a munchkin, so it’s a natural progression. And she’s already got the shoes.

I miss my family. I’ll see you guys on Sunday.

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